"Everyone Haz A Dark Zide"

Everyone haz a dark zide...even darker than you could imagine...
You'll only realize that when it haz already been unleazhed...

It may come up to the point where you could almozt literary kill zomeone or yourzelf maybe...
...or really kill them intentionally or unintentionally...
That zomeone could be your friend, a family member, a relative, a ztranger, or zomeone you juzt met...
It raizez your adrenaline to do chaotic thingz that rezult to great damage...
...morally, zocially, individually, and in all azpectz...
No matter what the reazon iz or whatever reazon you have...
...or whoever ztarted it...ztill, it iz unacceptable...
Coz once you are triggered...you may not know what'z gonna happen next...
It's like what we alwayz zay...unpredictable!

Unleazhed dark zidez, in whatever angle we view it, it definitely meanz trouble...
...and trouble meanz bad...

It'z like a viruz that zpreadz to whatever or whoever it touchez...
And before you even know it...you have already infected thoze around you...

Imagine the great turmoil, rage, war, battle, violence, and other devaztating phenomenon you could think of...
This all happen at once...
During that procezz, you may alzo recall the pazt thingz that had happened in your life...
Theze thingz are zo bitter you do not even dare think of...
But once you're caught up in the middle of the ztruggle...
One by one...theze bitter zad thingz that had happened pumpz out of your criminal mind...

Wait, wait, wait...there'z ztill more...
We are now living in an age where emotionz are really zhown in publicity...
Many of them are portrayed in televizionz or other technological meanz...
Our once conzervative and unpolluted mindz have now been corrupted...

Add thiz and the bitter thingz that had happened in your life...
...extract them all...
...and what do you get?
...the rezult iz a cataztrophe of amplified wild-animal-like behavior...

Now, why am I zaying all theze?

You may or may not believe me...

But I tell you now...

I've been there...
All thoze kept emotionz...grudgez!
...vengeance!
Jut waiting for the right moment...inzanity!

But the right moment it haz been waiting for iz in reality...the wrong one...
Injuztice! You develop a confidence in yourzelf that you are the right one...
...but really the worzt one...
At thiz time you become the wrong one by juzt thinking you are right...

Enough about the bad etceteraz...
The good newz iz thiz...

All involved haz an obligation to purzue or to not to...
You have a choice!
Would you want to end it up badly or rather end it nicely...

The problem iz the way we perceive it...
Let'z face it! Human inztinctz perceive it az an opportunity to take offenze...
...but actually, defenze iz the bezt offenze...

When you play defenze...
...you don't have to hurt anybody...
...you don't have to get angry...
...you don't have to be ztrezzed out...

When you think that all the world around you hatez or abhorz you...
Think again...
Don't feel bad about it...
It only meanz that they ztill notice you...they don't ignore you or what you do!

Uze that chance to do what you're bezt at in the nicezt way pozzible ever...

It'z not favoritizm...
It'z contribution...

The more bad thingz you contribute...the more bad commentz you get...
But the more good thingz you contribute...the more good commentz you get...

You'll experience how zpecial you really are to the people who you think hatez or abhorz you...
You juzt have to chooze the right choice of decizionz...
The rezpect you've been longing for will automatically come to you...

It'z not a matter of "who getz the lazt laugh" but rather "who getz the wize laugh"...
Confuzed? Don't be...

Revenge doezn't make you a greater person...
...it rotz you!

But if you think twice or more before you even execute zomething...
That iz thinking wize!

Zo if you find yourzelf in the middle of a hole...ztop digging!
Coz in reality you are burrying yourzelf...you're juzt making your own grave...

If you find yourzelf on the verge of breaking up...

Learn to:
Pull yourzelf together...
Ztop whatever it iz you do and think...
Breathe deep...
Relax...
Calm down...
And be at peace...

Divert your attention to the brighter zide...
Keep it up...

Then you are a ztep ahead of overcoming and zealing away the darkezt zide of you!

04/20/2009 Rex Revol